This is my will. I purposely wrote this only once, and refused to rewrite it. Unlike most wills, where one would leave a toaster or such, I feel that my will should carry my emotion, and soul to those who it is directed to. I give away aspects of myself to those I feel will benefit most from it.
Of course, I would not write one normally, as this is a open window to my deepest self, but
demands it. If I should die, I would like people to consider this my actual will.......and if my death seems supicious, I would question Firefly-Ai first
Lol, I joke. xD
Well here it goes!
To My Mind...
Those of you who have grown on me, and helped me grow in turn throughout my life. Friends, who have come, gone, and have been forgotten with time. Friends, who have come, gone, but will always remain in my memory. You are perhaps the reason I am who I am, for better or worse. I feel that I have taken a part of you all, and combined them into myself.
To the Trio: Gunther, Ruben, and Lazaro. Friends that helped me soldier on through the harder times in my life, I leave to the three of you my loyalty. Whatever may happen, the three of you must stay close friends. I secrectly gave up this right, and can now never get it back again so I understand how important it is to have people to support you. Even if it is indirectly by simply being there.
To Danys, a friend with a similiar dream, I leave my thirst to see it become reality. I believe that even if we were to get out of touch with one another, be it thirty, or even fifty years later, we would still converse like if we had been talking all the while. One of us has to succeed, and now that I cannot accomplish my dream, all the weight falls upon you to complete your own.
To Derrick, a friend I have known since childhood. Above all of my friends, I have always believed that you will be the most "sucessful" in whatever you set out to do in life. Whether it be something simple, or ruler of a nation, nothing seems to be out of your reach. As such, I leave to you my humility, for pride always comes before the fall. It has happened to many great men, and It would be a shame if it happened to you as well.
To My Blood...
Those who, due to destiny, or simple coincidence, share some of the same blood as me. As a result of the my cynical side, I fear that I consider most of my family to be strangers even though I know them by face, and name. Even so, I feel that we are connected by something greater.
To David, a cousin Ive known all my life, and consider to be more of a brother than anything else, I need not leave anything. Fate has dealt you a cruel hand, and has left you physicaly inept, but, despite that, your soul shines brighter than most, if not all, of those I've come across.
To Melissa and Sierra, my two cousins who are still very new to this world. You are young, too young to understand the neccesity one may find in writting a final message to those they leave behind. Ive known Melissa all her life, but I fear I will not get to know you Sierra. As they say, children are the future, so to the both of you, I leave my future that I will sadly not experience due to my death. It is a burden as much of a blessing due to the fact that I had grand plans for my future, but Im sure the two of you can manage.
To Miguel, my brother, and, at times, bitter enemy. To you I leave my greatest treasure: My Dream. I feel that I gained my dream, my driving goal, my self-imposed reason for existing by taking it away from you. Do not consider this a gift from me, for I believe it is rightfuly yours. It may be too little, too late, and because of that, I fear I will carry this guilt long after I am but a memory.
To Gladys, my mother. I have no choice but to leave you nothing. Not because I do not wish to, but because I have nothing that can even begin to equal all that you have done for me. I could have spent all my life thanking you, and It still would not have been enough. You are the greatest supporter of my dream, and for that I will have to make due with "Thank you."
To My Heart...
Those who, like a marching army, broke down the walls around my heart, and captured it. I will not name anyone, for unfortunetly there is only one. I was not strong enough, and as a result, my heart has become dry. Whats worse, I wanted it to happen. Part of me hopes this never reaches your ears, for I truly wish to take this with me, and yet another part of me wants the opposite. I can safely say I have never truly known love. So to you I leave my Regret. Regret for things I should have done, or said, but did not.
To My Soul...
I have left all of me that I wish to give, but there are certain things I will be taking with me. Darkly dreaming, I dived even deeper into the murky waters of myself, and have discovered a few secret truths. Emotions, ideas, and thoughts; all of a darker nature. I will take with me my hatred, and disgust for mankind as a whole, but leave behind my sympathy, and hope for humanity.
Well, that is my will. It's not grand, but it is me, and what I have written is as truthful as I can get. Ah....half of the people who read this may think worse of me now. --___-- Forgive any spelling errors you may come across, I didnt check for it.
I believe I am suppose to tag people. So...
Of course, you dont have to if you dont want to, but I am interested in seeing it.
Zeal
Isolated
